December 18,1994

I´ve been concentrating on what I don´t have, (car, my own house with a bridge over the living room swimming pool, my own bussiness, my girl, etc.) Forgat about what I do have, and who have I become. The result of this is what I wrote yesterday wich takes me directly to no where, also it is not been as happy as I could be now, low energy level and we all now where that is going to take me, yeah! that´s right! ABSOLUTELY NO WHERE. And the worse part is that I will happen painfully.

So let´s take a look at what is really happening right now:

1. Me thinking of leaving Amberes:because I´ve stopped getting into trouble by not taking action on my post. Not getting music. Not looking about bands and activities for amberes. I´ve got to remember I am still what I am. Amberes D.J. with my duties as well. So I must do them and I know fun is a must while I´m doing so.

2 Getting Kalua going under Steven and I direction. All I have to do right now is get Leo to tell me “yes” Warren, you and Steven will run Kalua for now and the we will go on from there using what we already know.

3 Alison. Yeah! she had to come up in this talk. I love her and I want to mary her. She is now in England, I´m here, I can call her if I really wanted to. I will visit next year. If she doesn´t want to mary me. Well such is life but It still goes on.

So for now get those energy level Sky High and way above that. because things can only get better. Have fun, remember that “todos los dias desde todos los puntos de vista voy de mejor en mejor y me divierto haciendolo”.