Donnerstag, 8. Dezember 1994

December 8,1994

I am sitting in Amberes. from here you can see a boat called “Atlantic Goose”. This boat brought me the woman of my life. Alison Tylor. a beatifull english girl who worked as a cook on this boat. She´s been on it for 5 years now, so she´s leaving it to return to england. Just 1 month and a little more is what I´ve of knowing her. She has turned me around. She is everything I´ve ever dreamed of and way beyond my wildest dreams. So after all this. I find that I´m not ready for a reltionship like this. and this moves me to analize other parts of my life that need to ve corrected. In order to be able to fully be with Ali.

I find my self being afraid of something, Insecure of my self being able to hold on to a job or to work with other people and being efficient enough. I need to give an image of profesionalism and self confidence. I know I can be successfull here in Costa Rica and on any part of the world. We have got to move on towards success.

My zodiac sign is portraited in a horoscope as people who talks a lot and take no action a dreamer. Someone you can´t trust. I know I am not like that. I know I can Learn how to take action and I can dream because from there I will get my ideas. I need my mind to be preocupaid with something. and little by little I will learn to achieve faster and bigger things.

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